mau pulaaaang

pagi tadi, waktu sedang ikut presentasi produk di kantor, sambil ngelamun-ngelamun gak jelas, saya iseng corat coret di kertas tulisan ini :

MAU PINDAH

MAU PULANG

PULANG KE SEMARANG

dan tulisan itu ternyata dibaca temen yang duduk di sebelah kiri saya, lalu dia nyengir sambil bilang : "kalau berani tunjukin tulisan itu ke situ (sambil nunjuk bos yang duduk di sebelah kanan saya)". ngookkkk

hufffhhh, 3 bulan lebih menunggu-nunggu SK pindah keluar itu rasanya memang sangat amat tidak enak sekali. kalau saja prosesnya mudah, saya tentu akan memilih untuk resign saja. tapi kalau resign, apa gunanya usaha yang selama 2 tahun ini saya lakukan untuk bisa pindah. keluar masuk ruangan bos untuk minta tanda tangan, dimarah-marahin manajer SDM karena minta-minta pindah, bolak balik dateng ke kantor di semarang demi bisa pindah kesana. semua itu tidak ada gunanya kalau pada akhirnya saya tidak bisa pindah juga. kalau mau resign, harusnya sudah dilakukan sejak dulu. 

yasudah, hidup cuman sekali dan singkat, untuk apa dihabiskan dengan bergalau-galau ria, mari kita berbahagia dan jalani saja apa yang ada.

and here is my playlist that really show my feeling right now :

michael bubble-home

Another summer day/Has come and gone away/In Paris and Rome/But I wanna go home/Mmm
May be surrounded by/A million people/I.Still feel all alone/ I just wanna go home/Oh, I miss you, you know
 

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you/Each one a line or two/“I’m fine baby, how are you?”/Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough/My words were cold and flat/And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane/Another sunny place/I’m lucky, I know/But I wanna go home/ Mmmm, I’ve got to go home/ Let me go home/I’m just too far from where you are / I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life/It’s like I just stepped outside/When everything was going right/And I know just why you could not/Come along with me/'Cause this was not your dream/But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come/And gone away/In even Paris and Rome/And I wanna go home/Let me go home/ And I’m surrounded by/A million people I/Still feel all alone/Oh, let me go home/Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home/I’ve had my run/Baby, I’m done/I gotta go home/Let me go home/It will all be all right/I’ll be home tonight/ I’m coming back home
 

andien-pulang

Musim kini berlalu berbagai cerita merayu/Berpijak di malam yang bertalu/Masihku memikirkan dirimu

Ku rasakan waktu berlalu tanpa senyummu/Sepi yang tlah penuhi hariku

Hari ini sayang aku akan pulang/Berlabuh di dekap cintamu/Karna pelukmu akan selalu/Membuat diriku jatuh cinta

Dalam riuh suasana menyapa/Kian menggoda memanja/Semua itu tak akan berarti/Selama ku jauh dari dirimu/Ku angankan waktu berlalu dengan senyummu/Sepi yang tak penuhi hariku/

Pernahkah kau merasa/ Berdiri diri tempat yang sama/Seperti saat ini ku ada/Rindukan nyaman ku ingin segera pulang

chris daughtry-home

I'm staring out into the night/Trying to hide the pain/ I'm going to the place where love/And feeling good don't ever cost a thing/And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home/Back to the place where I belong/ And where your love has always been enough for me/I'm not running from/ No, I think you got me all wrong/ I don't regret this life I chose for me/ But these places and these faces are getting old/So I'm going home/Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems/The closer I get to you/ I've not always been the best man or friend for you/But your love remains true/And I don't know why/ You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home/Back to the place where I belong/And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from/No, I think you got me all wrong/ I don't regret this life I chose for me/But these places and these faces are getting old

Be careful what you wish for/'Cause you just might get it all/You just might get it all/ And then some you don't want/Be careful what you wish for/ 'Cause you just might get it all/ You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home/Back to the place where I belong/And where your love has always been enough for me/I'm not running from/ No, I think you got me all wrong/ I don't regret this life I chose for me/ But these places and these faces are getting old/I said these places and these faces are getting old/ So I'm going home/I'm going home.